Ignorance is weakass bliss

So its been few weeks. And much has happened. Metal and love, never thought these two could collaborate so well. One of my closest brother, Mohammed Redzuan Bin Ibrahim have got his dirty hands on a metal chick. And guess what? i gained ANOTHER pet sister... as always lol. her name is Masayo Tottori AKA GANRYU. YES!!! japanese chick, never thought I could go so well with a japanese LOL. This chick is one of a kind. Chilling, cool, metal and most important of all hates japanese kawaii bullcrap. OH beautiful, this is just what symposium needed, a chick.. a METAL chick. But i didnt approve her with such satisfaction just because she was metal, i can see her dedication, her comfort being in symposium. And i can see she is in this for friendship. Respects for her. Anyways that aside. I hereby give my sincerest blessings to these two assholes. But metal is the greatest. always remember that

The first step i took in campus, i saw nothing but seafood. LALA fucks, anime lovers, and corporate lawyers. I was alone.. SURE my social skills are imba, enabling me to become friends with even the lalaest fuckhead in college. BUT.... i bet any metalhead will understand... It sucks to walk in a crowd of fruity pebbles with your Slayer T-shirt. It sucks more when you shout METAL, and all you get are cockstares. Most of my closest brothers and sisters were merely influenced by me to listen to metal. NONE of them were true metalheads. Or a heavy metal purist. THEN IT HAPPENED, i met redzuan, Sareena, and now masayo. Symposium was never this metal. All i wanted to say was i really appreciate the metal company. But dont get so full of yourselves. wipe that satisfied smile of your faces HAHAH

So then other that, id like to state a few things that im very happy that it happened. Some bonds have become tighter than usual. Me and miki for once. It took awhile for me to get back to this state.. and im happy about it. I have MANY pet sisters. But Miki is probably one that i love the most, weve been through too many things together. This was a bond that i wouldnt give up for a slayer concert. But action proved to be harder than words. Now that things were like before, I am finaly at a state of peace. Me and James have grown alot closer. Weve been sharing alot lately, and i feel like ive earned new-found respect in James... and now we are closer than ever. THIS as well makes happy. Though good things have happened, bad things were never far away.

Some people have dissappointed me, and not just me, many in symposium felt the same. A brother, that never failed in playing a role of a brother. A great friend, and an excellent man. However this man has one weakness - desperation.

This is harsh.. but believe me, i wouldnt give a fucking cracked penny writing this in my blog if i didnt give a fuck. This HAS to change my brother. remember that respect is earned. It is who you are that people will respect. If your cons outhighlight your pros, then youre just gonna lose respect. Alot of us have already lost that respect. Dont let us lose more. Ignorance is bliss.. but ignorant bliss is weakness.

That aside, its metaltalk time. As any true metalheads would understand, metal never gets weaker in you. It only grows stronger. Everyday im a bigger metalhead than I am the day before. Its a passion so big I would probably sacrifice anything for it. To me there was never a better subgenre. There was no metalcore, black metal, death metal, thrash metal or melodic death. To me there is only good and bad metal. And anyone who denied this, has no right of being a metalhead. We dont like bands because they are good looking, or how they dress up. Its the music they play. Always remember that. You are weak if you stereotype.

And lastly, I bid everyone a good day. To symposium, i raise my horns