Thursday, July 22, 2010

Blogging as a headbanger

its been quite sometime since i last blogged. i used to have another blog which consists of mostly pointless joker stuff, targeted only as an entertainment for my ex-classmates. i have to admit its been fun making them laugh but since most of us seldom see each other anymore, ive decided to start another blog, which i would write and share more of my personal life and my views and opinions of whats going on around me. And judging from the title of this blog youd probably know that im gonna share alot about my music life. And how ive lived until now as a metalhead. Stereotyped, rejected, and dismissed.

But for today, Id just like talk about certain stuff. earlier today, Ive had some interesting conversations with some of my greatest friends in the world. And they both had friendship issues. Im sure since people nowadays watch so much anime and dramas, they should understand certain words more than other people such as BETRAYAL, LOVE, PITY, and other bullshit stuff like that. Everybody pities the protagonist as he took blows from the antagonists one shot at a time. The protagonist will be betrayed, heartbroken, and all emotional and the audience would offer him their pity. You know whats the difference between a hong kong drama and a real life issue? the difference is that everybody in real life feels that THEIR the protagonist. Shot at, betrayed, love sick, left in tatters, and emotional and that THEYRE the once that deserves pity..people blame EVERYONE and EVERYTHING except themselves. Fuckin pathetic. When theyre thrown with questions on why they did certain things, they move their hands all around them looking for any item they can find to use as a shield. Theyd give you dumb explanations and stuff that doesnt make sense just to try cover up their mistakes.....
WHY? why do people refuse to see their own mistakes? if a person has done 90 percent wrong and 10 percent right, theyd ignore the 90 percent of wrong and take the 10 percent of right and brandish it across your face. fuckin pathetic....

Also Id like to ask... WHAT IS friendship? WHAT IS brotherhood? WHAT IS sisterhood? are they just names? as a friend, what are your responsibilities? THESE ARE NOT LABELS!!! you dont self proclaim to be another persons friend/brother/sister if you cannot even fulfill basic responsibilities that friends are supposed to hold. You dont go asking a friend for help and when shes done her part in helping you you just leave her until you need her again! you dont be friends with a person "for the time being" and when you found more friends you forgot who was the one that ate with you EVERYDAY!!!!
friends are supposed to be connected. prepared to forgive one another if one is sincere about his/her mistakes. friends are about caring for one another. It has to be 2 way, if the care and love was one sided then the one that showed no love wouldnt be a friend.... he/she would be a parasite. So it is pointless to continue caring for a parasite for a parasite only knows how to steal from its host. If a person deserves not your friendship then leave them be. There are plenty out there who still loves you and cares for you. Always respect first, but if they disrespect, then they deserve NOT your respect. SO... to both my friends i mentioned above, leave them be... do not waste your time on mere bastards that only leeches from those they can.
Let them forget you.... for you should remember, your true friends will not...

and also, KORNS new album debuted as no 2 on the bilboards!!! time to GO BUY IT!!!!!

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